AUUGH. I took my driving test today..perfect on the manueverability, but I failed the road portion by TWO points!! TWO!! And it was because I was going too slow..ugh. I am lame lol..oh well, I think most of it was b/c I was realllly nervous. So, I'll just re-take the road portion next week, and then I'll pass I'm pretty sure.

The rents just left for Canada, got the house to myself. Meg's coming over later and we're gonna hang an crap. we WERE gonna have a party but Karrisa picked this time to be in 'responsible' aunt mode instead of party party aunt mode. Crap. C'est la vie.

Imma gettin sick of this layout...maybe I'll make a new one soon.

Been a while since I updated last...

Not much to say, I have my last incar today. I had to wake up at freaking 6:30 am ugghh..it's at 8 until 10 am. I'll probably conk out once I get home for a few hours.

Figures that the day I can't take vicodin (driving...) I need it..where I got my tooth out is killing me like crazy. Which sucks because I have a pretty high pain tolerance, I usually just take the advil liquigel things, but for some reason they're not really working too well today. Ugh.

So, I was open with Kyle and told him that lately I felt like I haven't been connecting with him anymore..Well I guess 'anymore' wasn't the best choice of words. Probably 'right now' would have been a more accurate thing to say. I'm sure that it's stress and stuff; I have had so much stuff going on lately both bad and good that it's been hard to notice much else. Hopefully after next week it'll be cleared up for the most part. I feel bad because I think he thought that I was breaking up with him which I had/have no intention of doing whatsoever because I love him sooo much and he's the sweetest guy in the world. Sometimes my whole need to be 100% open with him thing gets me in a little trouble, but I still think it's the best thing to do. It's already feeling better now that I told him that. I got out of the shower this morning and txted him b/c I was thinking about him :) I woke him up >< ugh. But he called me and that made me happy :) so it's all good. And I'm quite sure that nobody needed nor wanted to know ANY of this but dammit this is my blog and I will post whatever and whenever I feel like it. So, nanner.

Now, where's my gum?

Whew..just finished the 6th Harry Potter book, The Half-Blood Prince. GREAT book..but sad.

I went down into the basement and looked through all my old stuff...found a bunch of my pokemon stuff LOL..and my old dragon tarot cards. Fun fun..maybe I'll play with them later :)

Ugh..I feel puffy. I think it's because I didn't drink enough water today. YUCK!!!. I think I'll go get a glass now...toodles.

Today was boring for the most part..Then I ended up going to sticktime.

I did ok, I guess. Then with like 20 seconds left, some kid lobbed one right between my collar bones. OWW. I like screamed and fell over. I was so like..surprised I guess. It hurts but not THAT bad. I did cry though...just for a second because I was so freaked. I couldn't breathe for a second, so that probably didn't help lol. Now it's all red, I'll probably have a bruise. Great, people already think I get beaten at home since I have like..TONS of hockey bruises LOL.

I'm gonna go read my book now..

Today was mucho good. Woke up around noon, got a shower, then Megs came over. Whee...Doax of course. She put some new musica on there, so now we don't have to listen to "oohhh..Baracuda" every 10 minutes. It's a good thing.

We chilled, then she came with me to hockey practice. I did really well..I guess what Bob says is true about not giving the shooter anything to shoot at unless you're purposely doing it and then taking it away. I totally kicked this one drill's butt, only let in 1 puck the whole time. Still have to work on my stick though, and of course skating and everything always needs to be worked on. Probably going to call Bob for a skating session (he's been bugging me about it for who knows how long..i'm just really really lazy lol) this weekend, then Mom and I are going down to Cedar Point Sunday and Monday.

*yawn* Harry Potter is a good book so far, I'm on page 80-something. Hm..Cowboy Bebop is on right now, and I've never seen this episode. Cool.

I'm like not tired at all..weird. I will be in a little while though, I'm sure. That's how it always happens.

I think I'll just watch Bebop, read some HP and wait for Kyle to get online.

Had a fun day today. Meggers came over and we hung out for most of the day. Played DOAX, TR:II, you know, the usual lol. Then watched some of Van Wilder..all the college movies were on today, like that and American pie. Tara Reid is in both..bleck. Her hair grosses me out and she sounds like she's about to lose her voice all the time..at least she's pretty and isn't a bad actress lol.

Marian got me CD-RW's today and also the new Harry Potter book! Which is awesome but sucks too b/c now I won't read my 3 books for summer school reading LOL. Yeah I will, but not very in-depth-ly.

Time to go install photoshop and painter...

I just felt that I need to show this conversation I had with gabby:

super tHeFeZ: still up?
ShorT117: yea
ShorT117: i think im an insomniac
ShorT117: like....i go to bed when the sun starts to come up
super tHeFeZ: ehem.
ShorT117: and hten i wake up at like 7
super tHeFeZ: me too
ShorT117: its sad
super tHeFeZ: well i wake up at like 10 tho lol
ShorT117: lol
super tHeFeZ: usually i fall asleep at around 4
super tHeFeZ: sometimes 5 or 6
ShorT117: yea exactly
ShorT117: have u been to the fair?
super tHeFeZ: nah
super tHeFeZ: i passed this year
super tHeFeZ: it's the same
super tHeFeZ: mud, carnies and old greasy food
ShorT117: no actually this year was different
ShorT117: worse
ShorT117: but different
super tHeFeZ: ?
ShorT117: like...no fish
super tHeFeZ: =-O
ShorT117: yea
super tHeFeZ: lame
ShorT117: like whats even the point
super tHeFeZ: they knew you were comin
super tHeFeZ: so they hid them
ShorT117: lol
ShorT117: thats ok i didnt want another one....still too soon
ShorT117: lol
ShorT117: im not emotionally stable enough for another fish relationship
super tHeFeZ: oh, i understand
super tHeFeZ: have you considered a newt?
super tHeFeZ: :-P
ShorT117: lol i havnt but i might now
ShorT117: im still working on the ferret though
super tHeFeZ: ah
ShorT117: and the hamster thats in the closet
super tHeFeZ: ....
super tHeFeZ: why is there a hamster in your closet
ShorT117: because he has not yet come out of the closet
super tHeFeZ: but why
super tHeFeZ: is he in the closet in the first place
ShorT117: no room out here in my room
ShorT117: but as soon as i move into the basement
ShorT117: he can come out
super tHeFeZ: ah
super tHeFeZ: ohhh he's in a cage in the closet?
super tHeFeZ: i thought you mean that you had a wild
hamster loose in your wardrobe
ShorT117: yes
ShorT117: no im not that cool
ShorT117: lol
super tHeFeZ: lol
super tHeFeZ: u scared me there
ShorT117: lol
super tHeFeZ: i thought i might have to call in like
super tHeFeZ: the hamster dundee or something
ShorT117: no not this time
ShorT117: but if i ever do
ShorT117: ill let ya kno
ShorT117: hold that thought for a moment
super tHeFeZ: ok

Auto response from ShorT117: prp

super tHeFeZ: gosh gabby
super tHeFeZ: it offends me that you let me know that you have to prp
super tHeFeZ: har har
ShorT117: prp
ShorT117: yea
ShorT117: pee really phast
ShorT117: u kno that
super tHeFeZ: yah
super tHeFeZ: that's the problem
super tHeFeZ: that i know that
ShorT117: lol
ShorT117: well it could be worst
ShorT117: haha
ShorT117: worse*

Just thought I'd share.

Well, I guess today ended up turning out ok. Besides the facts that my computer died AGAIN, and Marian was being a total bitch and wouldn't come home for 2 minutes to pick me up and take me over to Megan's. Lame.

I ended up going to hockey at 9:00, since marian got back at like 8:15. Bob was skating before it, and he stayed and watched me play. I was trying to use my stick more, so I didn't stop a lot of shots..I need to watch those videos again about the positioning thing and practice it. I'm not backing up as early now, but still too fast and too far, I think. And, guys kept going around me..again, stick..slide. Yah. I'll work on it, it'll come.

My eyes are dry...I have to leave my computer on all night so that the vids can finish transfering. Which sucks cuz that means that my house is gonna be a lot hotter. I think I'll got move the thermostat down 1 degree from 70 to 69 degrees. Hehe I said 69!! LOL. not.

Right now I'm thinking about calling it a night and heading to bed. I guess I'll wait until this show is over at 2:00..some cartoons I've never seen before. It's kinda weird though. Oh well. *I* am kinda weird.

I can't wait until I get my wisdom tooth out...sounds weird but it's out so far now that it's just annoying. I'm convinced I have fiberglass in my hand..it hurts but I can't find the damn thing to pull it out. Oh well.

I'm a bit..bored..tired..sleepy..exhausted..sore.

Uh..yah boring day today. Starting to feel that guilty pull for not doing summer reading yet. I will start it tomorrow, I swear. Even though I don't even understand the damn book. AHHHH!! And I still have 2 more to read that I haven't even bought yet. Talk about that sucks.

Kyle has to work two over-nighters in a row..I feel bad for him. He's gonna be sooooo wiped, I bet.

I have a dilemma with goaltending. The vids that Andrew ripped for me really explain stuff well and I want to try using the stuff in them to help my goaltending, but I know if I do, Bob will rip on me and think I'm completely ignoring what he's telling me to do. SO basically I have two options....listen to Bob, or don't listen to Bob. I think I will try the second one. I'm confident it will work..it just makes sense that the system the dude is talking about in the vid will work. And if it doesn't work, or I think it won't work, then I'll try the other way. Well bed time soon...love ya'll buhbye.

Today was a pretty boring day. Just chilled mostly..then hockey practice.

Bob was there, and basically ripped on everything I was or wasn't doing. I know he's trying to help, but it sucks because I'm trying the hardest I can. And some of the stuff he says just doesn't seem right to me, like challenging all the way out. I do agree my skating and stick using needs a lot of help though.

My bestest bestest Canadian friend Andrew is being super super super nice and ripping me a DVD related to goaltending to help my game! Yaaay! *Huggzzzz & luvvvzz* *lolzzz* (haha..inside joke there). One of the nicest things anybody has did for me, especially since it took him like all night to get the stupid thing to work.

So basically I b chillin' now. Werd. fo sho. This download has to go all night, like 5 hours, so I have to leave AIM on all night. la dee da...

ooh..kyle just got online :) (yes i'm really smiling).

Had a cool day today...meg came over, we watched Kill Bill 2, Van Helsin and....The Rescuers: Down under. Yes, the Disney movie. We got pizza too..

"Launch the backbrace!!"

"I've been skewered!!"

So right now I'm just chillin, I think I finally have my computer all updated and all the basic crap I need. Now I just need to get the details and little stuffs that I had before. Reformating sucked, but at the same time at least I got rid of a bunch of shit I had and didn't even know I had. Probably a lot of spyware from all that porn I download. LOL Jk.

Just laying here, watching tv, using snuffles as a pillow. Kind of drowsy, I guess. It IS 1:00 AM..ooh..1:01 am now. Heh. Earlier Kyle said he'd be online later...not sure what later is though. Feel like I haven't talked to him in a long time, even though we've talked here and there. I guess it's just been busy or some shit like that. It's just..yah.

Well, I'm kind of tired.

Today was..interesting.

Had my incar this morning..I did well on everything but backing up. I killed my fair share of cones, let's just say. It was my first time though..

I was hyperventilating earlier because my computer died for reasons I do not know. After re-doing everything, I then had some weird spyware thing..which I fixed now. Ugh. Now I'm installing all my windows updates..I'll wait till tomorrow to install the rest of my personal shit. Right now all I have is limewire, aim and photoshop.

It really sucks when you didn't back up anything on your hard drive and your computer dies for no reason. Yep.

I got a ride at about half till nine, so I actually got to go to pickup on a FRIDAY night. It was pretty fun, but I don't like playing with a bunch of kids...it's just like..dude..don't lay on the ice for half the thing, kay? Speaking of sucks, my 5-hole is horrible. I have trouble in game or skate-in situations...plain old shots aren't a problem. I think it's my timing. Not to mention I just can't focus on the puck lately-- I feel like I'm guessing at where it's going and that sucks.

Right now I'm so dead tired I could fall asleep standing on my head. Seriously. Well ok maybe not on my HEAD but, pretty damn close. I'm just exhausted, long day if you know what I mean. Which you may or may not...whatever.

As soon as these updates are done I'm going to bed. I feel much better tonight than last night, when I just plain crashed. Kyle called me last night to say goodnight. I wish that I hadn't felt so damn icky, I like talking to him. Duh. That's a no brainer. Mebe I'll surprise him and call him later...probably not because 1) I know I won't wake up..I'm just like that and 2) I never know when I can technically call him..I'm always afraid that I'll call at a bad time and he'll get mad or something. I know I'm lame lame lame.

Yay they're done. Bed time...night.

Oh, as a sidenote..My elbow looks gross.

It's been a while since an update..and it'll probably be a while until the next one too.

Today was boring, my elbow got screwed up yesterday in practice...it hurts.

I'm not feeling too well right now..headache, my arm hurts, stomach ache, chills. I popped two nyquil knockoffs about 20 minutes ago. I can feel them kicking in now, thank god. I just feel like sleeping through the weekend. I have in-car tomorrow..after that I'll come home and sleep for the rest of the day. Hopefully after that I'll feel better.

I took a nap earlier, but now I'm just going to bed. peace n love... <3 ya K :)

Alex

Well I had a fun day today..My mom and I went and saw War of the Worlds. It was ok I suppose. I don't like Tom Cruise very much though. Then we rented Vanilla Sky and Meet the Fockers..we didn't watch MtF tonight though because VS lasted like 2 hours.

I feel like updating with a bunch of movie quotes, ok. ok.

"Every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around." - Vanilla Sky

"And the Lord did grin. And the people did feed upon the lambs and sloths and orangutans and breakfast cereals and fruit bats..." -The Holy Book of Armaments

"Is that a gun in your pocket, or are you just glad to see me?" -Mae West

"Happiness is only happiness if there is a violin-playing goat." -Hugh Grant, Notting Hill

"Captain Hauk sucks the sweat off of a dead mans balls." I have no idea what that means, but it seems very negative to me." -Good Morning Vietnam

"Time is a monster that cannot be reasoned with. It responds like a snail to our patience and races like a gazelle when you are out of breath." -Simon Birch ( Narrated by Jim Carrey)

"Who's that then?" "I dunno, must be a king" "Why do you say that" "Because he hasnt got shit all over him" -Two peasants, "Monty Python and the Search for the Holy Grail"

"She's a witch!" "A witch? How do you know she's a witch?" "She turned me into a newt!" "A newt?" "... I got better." -Monty Python and the Holy Grail

That's all...

Well today was a really good day. I woke up so tired...then meg came over and we chilled. I was stiiilll tired for a while but it was fun. Then I re-taped my hockey sticks and worked on my glove hand for about and hour and a half in the garage.

Came in, watched comedy central for a while..that shit is funny, lemme tell ya. Hahaha..Mexicans!

mmm..I had grilled chicken and salad for dinner. It was really good. But I had to pick all the cucumber and carrot out of it..bleck. Other than that, it was good.

Right now I'm chilling, and obviously updating this thing. Not much else to do really...tomorrow is Saturday. Hopefully I can make hockey tomorrow, IF they have it. Who knows since it's the 4th of July weekend. Stupid holidays screw everything up lol. Hockey practice isn't until Wednesday, then Friday is my first in-car! Yaaay.

I think I upset Kyle last night when I was trying to do the exact opposite. I tend to have that effect on people waaay too often. Well just, crap, is all I have to say. Or maybe not, I dunno.

Toodles XOXOXO

Hey..I'm updating.

Meg spent the night last night, it was fun. We watched Star Wars ep V and VI. Yay. Before that we walked to the clubhouse and worked out, then walked back. At least it didn't rain ON us, because there was a bad storm after we got home. It didn't last very long though.

Right now I'm extremely bored...Oh yay American Dad is on! Sweet! I love this show! It's almost better than family guy. ALMOST. Oh damn, I've seen this one before like, twice. It's a good one though, so I don't mind that much you know.

Marian yelled at me today for ...well I don't remember why. Oh well. OW..my wisdom tooth is fucking killing me right now. I don't get it out until July 27th...I may have to go in before that and suffer the pain. Oww oww oww...at least my in-car starts next week. I'm happy about that, at least.

My bathing suit came in today, it's so cute. I love it.

*sigh*

I'm feeling very cuddly right now. I want to hug something. Somebody in particular actually...I miss him more than usual. But then again I'm all out of whack right now, that's probably the reason why..haha. But still...*sigh*

Whee..meg was over and we watched episode IV of star wars. We were gonna watch the whole old trilogy, but one proved to be enough. Fo sho.

Now I'm watching family guy and working on an entry for this logo contest on GEW forums. It's comin' along nicely so far, and I've got a few more up my sleeve ;) haha..

Much love!
Ally

Whee..I just finished a wallpaper that took me like 5 hours to make today. It was raining..so whatever, but still that's a hella long time!

Hockey tonight, I think. Pickup at 9...whee.

Hungry..food time.

wallpaper *clicky clicky por favor*

Love ya'll. smooch smooch.

Hey there! New layout featuring the lovely Miss Audrey Hepburn, movie goddess of the black and white film! Fo sho! Even though that sounds sooo cheesy. At least she's not as slutty as Paris!

You can find all my old pages here if you still wanna look at my older entries.

Toodles!